Friday, December 26, 2003
Merry Christmas!
Well, it's actually boxing day but, merry christmas all the same. For once I actually got everything I wanted, which was BIZARRE because I don't recall actually asking for anything. My mother listens...what a nice woman she is...so now I have my favourite man on four DVDs.
[that would be Indiana Jones. Who is sexy as hell.]
I also have a bee-you-ti-ful mohair throw rug, which I admit I have asked for in the past, a box of chocolates [my ultimate desire in life was a box of chocolates from a guy...since Santa's a guy, I suppose that counts....now I just need some flowers...lol].
And did I mention I have my man on DVD? Oh, Indy...
Of course, in real life, I have no man. And I have made a serious mistake which I think will be a struggle to rectify...why can I not have a guy, who is a friend, and just a friend, who is attracted to women but not to me, and/or a me who is not attracted to him? I mean, I do, but I don't have a lot. Actually, yes, I do. Okay, scrap that....why can't I think before I leap to thoughts? And do things that I don't actually want to, I just think I want to, but I don't.
[that sounds bad. it's not. it's just stuff that i say that i shouldn't.]
Hell it. I'll stick to Indy.
Anyways, merry christmas. And in important news, we haven't lost the boxing day test yet....
given, it is only day one of five....
Well, it's actually boxing day but, merry christmas all the same. For once I actually got everything I wanted, which was BIZARRE because I don't recall actually asking for anything. My mother listens...what a nice woman she is...so now I have my favourite man on four DVDs.
[that would be Indiana Jones. Who is sexy as hell.]
I also have a bee-you-ti-ful mohair throw rug, which I admit I have asked for in the past, a box of chocolates [my ultimate desire in life was a box of chocolates from a guy...since Santa's a guy, I suppose that counts....now I just need some flowers...lol].
And did I mention I have my man on DVD? Oh, Indy...
Of course, in real life, I have no man. And I have made a serious mistake which I think will be a struggle to rectify...why can I not have a guy, who is a friend, and just a friend, who is attracted to women but not to me, and/or a me who is not attracted to him? I mean, I do, but I don't have a lot. Actually, yes, I do. Okay, scrap that....why can't I think before I leap to thoughts? And do things that I don't actually want to, I just think I want to, but I don't.
[that sounds bad. it's not. it's just stuff that i say that i shouldn't.]
Hell it. I'll stick to Indy.
Anyways, merry christmas. And in important news, we haven't lost the boxing day test yet....
given, it is only day one of five....
